Slacker got to do wad a slacker got to do Saturday, 16 August 2008 21:17
woahh...!!
feel uneasy slacking around at home every tyme, every minute, every seconds today...feels sumthing is so wrong...feel guilty which i dont why...as usually i will be busy with stuff every saturday but now everything has ended and got nothing to do...
for me, i define my saturdays as my day...where i get to go out for leisure which allows me to distress with my friends or most lykely i will spend my saturdays with my best budds...but rarely these days...coz we are busy with own lyfes to handle...
including me...we are e four and only four best budds since alma mater...wad ever cnflicts we faced, we still get back to each other...i guess, we are fated to be friends =D
girl power!!!
almost all outings arranged among e budds is done by me...and most of it also are cncelled due to their individuals dates with their bfs...haiz!!..i do get jealous... the 3 of them are in relatnship and im all alone...and the weird thing is, everytyme they have problems they come to me and cnfide to me...if you were to compare their love experience and mine is so the differ...im helping them by listening and give some advices for them and to the extend that sumtymes it works for them..
i hope to organise a cousins outing coz i find that we arent as close as before...i've been thinking and hope it will work...well, soon we are having a family function and its a get together again day...
on the other hand also, i enjoy my single lyfe so much...i take things into my own hands and dont nid to report strength every now and then lyke they do...lols...haha...
i'm still learning to love myself and loves myself..... i have to love myself before i love my future larhh basically...
for those who's single, not to worry not to sorry, you still have me... for those in relatnship, gud luck, take care and dont be instant parents okay??hahax!!
