*...S...T...R...E...S...S..* Tuesday, 5 August 2008 21:05
hurmmmm...i feel darn presurized..campus lyfe or rather lessons are seriously getting tougher and tougher.. sumtymes i jux felt tat why am i learning all these? why are these things got so difficult tat i cant handle?usually i cn handle and absorb well but is jux tat everything didnt turnout to be e way i wanted...
am i nt doing gud enuf to excel in everything laid out to me or am i nt hardwerking enuf or maybe i jux dont deserve e gud grades which i targetted for earlier..?? dont know lahh...
i nid to reorganised everything, get it shuffled and get cracking to achieve e grades i deserve..
i feel down...i tried numerous tymes to get e lessons ryte but i jux cant...haiz...
am i jux wasting my parents money as it is their responsibility to provide education as high as possible for me...im uncertain if im qualified or fit to be in poly to pursue my studies...
poly studies is costly and i dont want to drop out halfway...if tat happens, nt only im wasting my parents hard earned money but i will crush their hopes for me...
stress larh seyy...stress!!stress!!stress!!!wad shld i do??
farking stress larh...shit,shit,shit!!
i NNNNNNNNNNNNIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD HHHHHHEELLLPPPP!!
