im proud of myself Thursday, 4 September 2008 20:45
So much things happened today... lyfe experience earned today which is beyond textbooks.. three things happened today all of them is more or less related to religion issues...
Lyfe Story 1 i've jux collated info from a believable source saying that my knigHt origins is indonesian-indian...well, im okay with that...rare species mixed of blood... i find it kinda cool... but the next point abt my knigHt i've yet to accept is he cnverted... from an islamic guy to a christian...OMG!! i went 'wad was he thinking when he made this decision and why didnt his parents object??'OMG!! well, this cnverting thingy is not common in indonesia but still islam forbid its pple to do this cnverting thing..its a NO-NO thing...im so curious on his cnvertn?? maybe i shld jux stay away from his affairs but i care for him as an islam and i care for him as a friend alrdy now...haiz!!
((im e kind of girl who doesnt fall in love so easily)) well, i guess we arent for each other... he really proof me that its impossible for us to go beyond friends..tsk..tsk.. thnx...you won!!
Lyfe Story 2 i was slacking at the cnteen...cnteen is a great place to slack and waste tyme..lols! get to see so many students coming in and out of the campus... was having a lil fun chatting then was alerted by my classmate.. abt a fellow campusmate who almost commited suicide in our campus beside the lift sumore... i wonder wad had drove her to such a cnclusion as to kill herself... i suspect her intention of suicidal is either due to family problem or lovelyfe(??) if not then abt school or peer pressure...peer pressure? dont tell me you cant handle it... you cn take the blow during alma mater...why cnt you now?? i jux feel that you are stupid as to take your lyfe due to small reasons... uber complicated issues of family, maybe cn larr..but doesnt mean i support... suicide is not solution to super big problems... EVERY PROBLEM HAS ITS SOLUTION...ITS UP TO YOU TO THINK RATIONALLY AND TAKE THE APPROPRIATE MOVE AS MATURE INDIVIDUALS...
End of lyfe story...these stories i've shared hopefully brings some knowledge to you guys out there and i hope that you dont repeat their mistakes...think abt your loved ones.. you still have them by your side no matter wad happens..
i didnt see my gay partner for a few days now...feels something amiss larr.. left next week to see him and tsk..tsk..my knigHt... then aft that will not see each other for a mth or so coz holidays are coming again..cool!! enuf tyme to do super distress...super relax... have super fun and have enjoysing tyme.. ahoy...ahoy...ahoy...mateyz!! hahax!!
PS:i think this is my longest essay of blog i've post...hahax!!
