..bittersweet

Read Up! Judge...*insert TiTLE* Monday, 30 March 2009 00:41

Dude,

im sory but this blog of mine has been lyke my electronic diary..

for sure, i wont exposed your name..

im sory if this post has offended you in any way,but,

these are jux my thots..

i dont intend anything else

except to share my experience of wad had befall me..

(PPLE,

THIS POST GONNA BE A LONG ONE..CHOOSE TO STAY OR GET LOST!)

the past weekend has been super annoying and hard on me...

i take it as an experience to face the reality of me

being a 19 year old teenage girl..

Dude,you have been and,

shown me how greatful i am to have you as a friend...

thanks for your lunch treats and your time.appreciate loads, man!!

as you know and saw jux now,

you shld have told me earlier that you're attached..

i dont lyke the idea of 'lunch with pple's bf'

although thank goodness that your gf knows everything..

true enough!

we are friends and nothing's wrong with friends gg out together...

but, serious shit, i MUST SAY...i DONT LYKE!!

i understand that for you its absolute fine and norm

to have lunch with another girl although you're attached..

all these small things could lead to big problems for you...

i dont wish to be victimised...

i care for your girl's feelings and i understands her...

i know you had feelings for me before and

i dont wish to give you high hopes AGAIN by chance..

im certain that i dont have feelings for you and you know that too...

it takes two to tango...

we are better off as friend lyke how we use to...

since lunch break jux now,

i've realised im acting weird and you're acting cold towards me..

DUDE, i really treasure our friendship..its been almost 3 years...

i dont want everything to end because of lunch issue...

Truely, your intention are good...

i can see your face expression jux now..

Dude, you shld have told me earlier abt your personal status..

i respect your status...

i shld be able to take it from there...

Both, you and me are at faults actually...

you shld have spit it out everything each tyme i probe you..

luckily, i managed to dig info, if not, i'll be in total darkness..

well,dude, no point also larhh..

everything has happened..

nothing can be undone..

let time heal everything and loosen the tensity of our friendship ties..

*why is it so easy to break friendship

yet so hard to create,enhance and uphold friendship??*

DO call me if there's anything

Im still the old Cadet Inspector SITI HIDAYU

that you used to know 3 yrs back...
Pls call me if you're going back to HTA for NPAP'09..

As a friend,

im missing you alrdy and hope you doing fine..