..bittersweet

im pressured Wednesday, 21 July 2010 19:57

im living hell since starting work at cannot be mention company which im aware some may know because i disclosed previous posts..'they' just arent aware that a fresh school leavers like me still taking our time adapting to the surprisingly unexpected working world...and i dont know which part of the sentence they dont understand..yes, i may not be useful for them and i nid loads of time to get used to it...why they make things even more complicated then it is??there is many things for me to remember from so many of them and do they know how hard im trying?i dont have any experience in this field and they make my life so bad..i miss my oldself...the cheerfulness in me is decreasing when working with them...working with my manager and boss wasnt as bad compared to working with some of my colleagues...if things go even more wrong 'there', ill surrender and quit peacefully..i dont see my future with them...im half hearted to work there alrdy...i jux bear whatever consequences of my actions...never will i ever accept a job that work with figures closely...

Im back thinking of getting back my ICA position that i rejected...one thing for sure, i will not accept to join them after my probation or i might quit before probation...im not good at handling big money..once short of cash then ill have to 'donate' my cash to tally them..thats standard..i have to think about myself now..ill heed dad's advice..it matters that i have deep interest in my job...gods willing, may ica give me a better working life soon...

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