sometimes i feel as if you grew infront of me...something in you that changes in my eyes i saw..nothing crucial but i guess its just you growing up...to see u grow up, make me love u even more and only yesterday i saw that u really put up to some of my nonsense which i dont really see its happening...i usually dont tolerate my own nonsense but yesterday was just too much...we saw it...and at some point, im afraid that when u grow up lyke i do, things change...heart changes,priority may change...regardless for worse or better depending on individual mindset...the thought of u leaving me will sure haunt me..i do not ask for but im always prepared for the worse tho' it hurts...at least im prepared and take it slow and would pick up things faster then denying the whole fact when it really happens...i do not blame anyone or anything when things change..for now,u will assure me that things wont change but we wont able to guarantee the future..its complicated..for now, just leave it and just cntinue to live...awaits for wad coming on our way...if the unpredictable happens, u have been the sweetest things i've known..i will forever cherish wad u have done for me,baby...nvr regret knowing and loving u coz u have been part of me...mthsary to anniversary...i just dont know wad to expect in future but u always told me that we will get thru just fine coz u are with me...thank god so much that i have u...for wad ever it is, from time to time...u make me fall for u everytime and i really love u baby.....
