almost a month since i last blogged...well, unfortunately this post is gonna be about the same as previous....things are getting more complicated....i thot to let go would be easier but i just cant....and, we still contacting each other lyke nth happen but much differ tho'...keeping by the quote ive been holding....if you love somebody set them free...am i ready? shld i or shldnt i?i wasnt expecting things end this fast....i see us as the future but u stop our relation...tpi ape ade pade status? but still....im not certain and i feel insecure....afraid that i wont be able to hold on much longer this way....i wanted to wait and see wad life has to offer me after wad happen lately, but then again im afraid i cldnt coz i hate it when pple make me wait unless i initiate to wait....its a total different thing and if only you understand and feel me...i think so not....coz youre not me at all...not blaming anyone but the thing....unless ure me or went thru somehow wad im going thru then somehow it will relate....i feel lyke im jux not worth his attention,his off days anymore....as he always been working.....i know i shld be supportive and understand but y'know i jux have this feelings coming...his off days when he has, its always for his girlbestfren which he jux knew and he spends more time with her than me......................it could be temporary but may be for long....hopefully not!!jealous? gf yg bodoh je tak tao nk jealous kat bf dier.....of coz i do.....his off days are meant to be for his family then me and then his frens......of coz, we can talk it out.....
idk.
